20170701

Organizing Chaos

 
This whole blog has been very difficult to write, because I'm trying to make sense of something that is so... well, complex. I'm trying to focus on just one aspect per post, but they are so interrelated, it's hard to isolate one symptom from the rest. It can take me hours to write one post. If I want to write about having a total meltdown on a work trip, do I classify that under hyperarousal, sleep deprivation, affect dysregulation, travel, or career?

In the end I have a tidy little post where everything seems so clear and simple, which it isn't at all, but I need to organize it.